Monday, February 22, 2010

I finally got one of those feed tracker things.
I had no idea there were so many people reading this blog.... Sheesh.
Sorry that, despite my frequent updates, I put such little effort into making it entertaining.
Apparently, you're still reading for whatever reason, so wow, I'm kind of flattered..
(Feel free to comment.)
So anyways,I feel really good today. Here's a few reasons why:
  • I'm back in a routine. I crave and thrive on routine. The unexpected snow days and extra ridiculously long vacation were sort of fun, but it is nice to be back on track with the predictableness of life again. Being snowbound for more than 24 hours is just never a good thing for one's mental state. Thankfully, the snow is melting and all is back to normal.
  • This post on motherhood from Leah. I didn't ask her permission first, so I hope it's okay to link up. I found her thoughts to be pretty insightful.
  • I found my i-pod which has been lost for a few weeks (it was under the love seat in case you were interested). And I excercised tonight! I really need to excercise more because, man, endorphins make you just feel happy.
  • Isaac and I actually had a playdate tonight which was lovely! I'm rather embarassed to admit that I can count the playdates Isaac has had in his whole lifetime on one hand, mostly due to my own anti-socialness. My very best friend growing up, the fabulous Kathleen, has recently moved back to the area with her three daughters. We met up at the big indoor playground at Pottstown McDonald's. Although Isaac was intially leery of hanging out with girls, he really hit it off with Kathleen's oldest. When we left he was like "I was thinking we should have them over to our place to play soon". I was thinking that same thing!
  • Also, she and I agreed we would both love to do a babysitting swap. We haven't ironed out the details yet, but I'm pretty excited. It would be lovely to have someone I feel 100% comfortable with who lives only 15 mins away available to watch Isaac on occasion. And I would love to watch her girls so that she could recharge.
  • I have recently learned of some pretty tough situations that some people in my life are just quietly and strongly dealing with. It makes me feel a little foolish for my catastrophic thinking over some pudge around my thighs, a fairly empty bank account and a little loneliness due to my geographic location. I mean, gosh, there are so many good things in my life to be grateful about and happy for. I make decent money at a job I really enjoy. I have health insurance. I have my own place. I have a reliable car. I have an awesome family.
  • Also, I'm feeling pretty good about Isaac's dad right now. Over the years we've been all over the map, and I have been incredibly hard on him in some instances. But he has always supported Isaac and stood by him and has made a lot of sacrifices so that I could achieve my goals when Isaac was younger. I have to hand it to him also as far as Isaac's birthday is concerned, he totally planned a party for Isaac at Chuck E Cheese (a place I will rarely set foot in, especially on a Saturday) and came through with a bright red TWO WHEELER as a birthday present!

So things are good. I'm good.

And on that note, I will leave you with tonight's soundtrack from my life, courtesy of the fierce Mary J Blige...

3 comments:

Kristi said...

Yay! I'm glad that things are looking up for you. Settling into a routine is comforting somehow, isn't it?

I often feel lonely, but have a hard time getting out and feeling accepted when I try (I feel like others judge me a lot, or that I come off snobby, etc). I'm always surprised when I find out how many others around me feel the same way and feel friendless and trapped. It's really true that "in the quiet heart is hidden sorrow that the eye can't see." Now if I only had the courage to really reach out...

Light said...

Yeah for finding a babysitter! Date night soon? :D

Leah said...

It was nice to hear that you liked my little post. It made a rough day better. I am glad Kathleen is around, I miss my friends from the old days. Give her a hug for me.

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