But anyways, there is a new young pregnant girl who just moved into my ward. Her husband is here for (...wait for it...) dental school. Someone asked her if she has found a good Ob-Gyn yet and she mentioned that she is going to the practice where I went when I was pregnant with Isaac.
For some reason (I'm blaming PMS), just hearing her say that really hit a chord with me and I found myself welling up with tears. I think it was one part wistful nostaglia and one part brazen envy. I wonder if I will ever get a chance to excitedly tell someone that I am seeing Dr. Segal and my baby is due in a few weeks.
I turn 30 in a few weeks and it just feels like time is passing by at a breakneck speed. I'm worried that I will never have that opportunity, or if I do that my ovaries will be totally stalled out.
Blah..
3 comments:
hey mom was your age when you were born, and you are the oldest of us!
i totally get how you feel. that being said, i know its difficult not to focus on how things ARENT the way you want them to be, but they certainly can turn around and be exactly what you need/want. how to get from a to b? dont ask me. i have no clue, but i have faith it is doable. i have to, or else i woiuld drive off a cliff.
That would be awkward. Good for you for going, though! And hey, you could drown your awkward sorrows in cupcakes when you were done. See, the Lord provides. :)
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